" Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share Christ's sufferings..." Rejoice? When is the last time you "rejoiced" when a fiery trial came upon you? It hurts... Text message: Him: "Hey brother if you could spare the time could you pray for me? Under attack again by the enemy--very tiresome. Can't wait for Christ to come back". Me: "Remember. You're not a loser. You're not a liar. You're not abandoned and you're never alone". Him: "I keep praying so hard and feel better for a while then spiral down again. It makes me feel my faith is not strong enough at times". Me: "Exactly. You don't need faith when you are on top. The devil comes prowling when he sees you down". Him: "So God is waiting for me to crumble to my knees? I have every night. I start...